urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016 think of me when you do!!!!! Katie 2005-11-30T21:51:33Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:77670 2005-11-30T21:51:33Z 2005-11-30T21:51:33Z Things in my head have been a mess lately. Im not sure if im as happy as I play off. I love Chris will all my heart, things are pretty much good there. Work is work. I don't think I'll ever like working. I told Chris I would stay home and have a bunch of babies..but he told me no..lol i guess that wouldn't be the best thing to do. Im just not sure....why Im not happy.<br /><br />Christmas is coming soon....money is tight...and it gives me a headache. <br /><br /> hmmm and thats it.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:77466 2005-10-17T14:13:23Z 2005-10-17T14:13:23Z Most of the time things were really great and I know we got something special<br />We build this love we share on faith and trust, honest way we talk, tender way we touch,<br />All those nights we spent making love,there's nowhere else on earth I would rather be<br /><br />Getting ready for work and I really don't want to go....<br />but its life and I'll get dressed and go.<br />I just feel blah. Things are great...<br />So, I shouldn't feel this way.<br />All I want to do is cry.<br />Last nite not so much cause <br />I had fun..I was with people<br />I care about alot.<br />It keeps my busy.<br />But when I sit down alone<br />I don't like it...<br />Someone can't be with me <br />24/7 to keep me from <br />feeling this way.<br />I'll have to deal with it<br />and eventually get over it.<br />Well work calls..and I need to get ready.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:77308 2005-09-23T13:42:53Z 2005-09-23T13:42:53Z i wish my boyfriend was home..<br />so we could just stay in bed all day<br />and he could just hold me...<br />i hate feeling miserable..<br />or whatever it is im exactly feeling urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:76932 2005-09-23T13:40:12Z 2005-09-23T13:40:12Z Have you ever?<br /><br />1. smoked a cigarette - yes<br />2. smoked a cigar - no<br />3. made out with a member of the same sex - think what u want....<br />4. crashed a friend's car - nope<br />5. stolen a car - no<br /><br />6. been in love - yes :-)<br />7. been dumped - yes<br />8. shoplifted - no<br />9. been fired - no<br />10. been in a fist fight - no<br /><br />11. snuck out of your house - actually i don't think so - but i've lied about where i was going<br />12. had feelings for someone who didn't return them - yes i think it happens to everyone<br />13. been arrested - nope<br />14. made out with a stranger - ummmmm<br />15. gone on a blind date - yes<br /><br />16. lied to a friend - yes<br />17. had a crush on a teacher -yes my 11th grade history teacher<br />18. skipped school - yeah<br />19. slept with a co-worker - i plead the 5th <br />20. seen someone die - no<br /><br />21. been on a plane - yes<br />22. thrown up in a bar - nope<br />23. taken painkillers - i think for my teeth<br />24. love someone or miss someone right now - yes<br />25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by - yes<br /><br />26. made a snow angel - yes<br />27. played dress up - yes<br />28. cheated while playing a game - yes lol<br />29. been lonely - yes<br />30. fallen asleep at work/school - in school.<br /><br />31. used a fake id - no<br />32. felt an earthquake - yes<br />33. touched a snake - yes<br />34. ran a red light - im sure i have<br />35. been suspended from school - no<br /><br />36. had detention - yes<br />37. been in a car accident - yes i was accident prone i think <br />38. hated the way you look - clearly<br />39. witnessed a crime - hmm sure<br />40. pole danced - not that i can recall<br /><br />41. been lost - yes<br />42. been to the opposite side of the country - california would be the opposite side right? so in that case yes<br />43. felt like dying - yup<br />44. cried yourself to sleep - yes<br />45. played cops and robbers - no<br /><br />46. sang karaoke - no<br />47. done something you told yourself you wouldn't - yes<br />48. laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose -probally<br />49. caught a snowflake on your tongue - yes<br />50. kissed in the rain - no but i want too<br /><br />51. sing in the shower - yes'm<br />52. made love in a park - nope<br />53. had a dream that you married someone - not that I can remember<br />54. glued your hand to something - no<br />55. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole - no<br /><br />56. worn the opposite sex's clothes - yes <br />57. been a cheerleader - no<br />58. sat on a roof top - nope.<br />59. didn't take a shower for a week - gross, no<br />60. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone - yes<br /><br />61. played 'chicken' - no<br />62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - i think so<br />63. been told you're hot by a complete stranger - i dont know<br />64. broken a bone - never<br />65. been easily amused - i am all the time<br /><br />66. laugh so hard you cry - yes<br />67. mooned/flashed someone - nope<br />68. cheated on a test - in highschool<br />69. forgotten someone's name - yeah, sometimes i don't pay attention when i'm introduced<br />70. slept naked - all the time<br /><br />71. gone skinny dipping in a pool - not that i wanted too...<br />72. been kicked out of your house -yes<br />73. blacked out from drinking - kind of<br />74. played a prank on someone - hmm not really<br />75. gone to a late night movie -yes<br /><br />76. made love to anything not human - ew no<br />77. failed a class - yup<br />78. choked on something you're not supposed to eat - no<br />79. played an instrument for more than 10 hours - no<br />80. cheated on a gf/bf - hmmm<br />81. felt like killing someone - yes<br />82. ate a whole package of oreos -no<br />83. thrown strange objects - probably<br />84. thought about running away - not seriously<br />85. ran away - no<br /><br />86. did drugs - i smoked pot <br />87. had detention and did not attend it - no<br />88. yelled at parents - me and my mom use to all the time<br />89. made a parent cry - yeah...<br />90. cried over someone - yep<br /><br />91. been in a band - nope<br />92. owned more than 5 sharpies - just 2<br />93. dated more than 1 person at once - no<br />94. had a dog - no<br />95. had a cat - yep<br /><br />96. owned an instrument - no<br />97. had more than 25 sodas in one day - no i would get a sick tummy<br />98. broken a cd - yes<br />99. shot a gun - no<br />100. visited lj more than 5 times per day - yeah, it's bad. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:76569 2005-09-22T17:27:01Z 2005-09-22T17:27:01Z i hate being a girl urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:76435 2005-09-21T14:13:04Z 2005-09-21T14:13:04Z the used im still part of that family wether i work all the time<br />or not...wether i stay at my boyfriends..<br />shes not in this family...<br />i think they tend to forget that sometimes<br />oh well what you gonna do urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:76070 2005-09-20T22:26:18Z 2005-09-20T22:26:18Z I will not make the same mistakes that you did<br />I will not let myself<br />Cause my heart so much misery<br />I will not break the way you did,<br />You fell so hard<br />I've learned the hard way<br />To never let it get that far<br />Because of you<br />I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt<br />Because of you<br />I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me<br />My heart can't possibly break<br />When it wasn't even whole to start with<br />I watched you die<br />I heard you cry every night in your sleep<br />I was so young<br />You should have known better than to lean on me<br />You never thought of anyone else<br />You just saw your pain<br />I try my hardest just to forget everything<br />Because of you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:75816 2005-09-19T17:15:11Z 2005-09-19T17:15:11Z (1) Your gender: female<br />(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight<br />(3) Single?: nope :-)<br />(4) Want to be?: not july 7th<br />(6) Age you act: not to sure lol<br />(7) Age you wish you were: 5 lol<br />(8) Your height: 5ft<br />(9) The color of your eyes: brown<br />(10) Happy with it?: sure<br />(11) The color of your hair: brown with blonde highlights<br />(12) Happy with it?: need a change<br />(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: left<br />(14) Your living arrangement?: at home with my parents..i stay with chris alot though<br />(27) Your family: mom, stepdad and brother<br />(29) What's your job: office person<br />(30) Piercings?: one in each ear<br />(31) Tattoos?: 3<br />(32) Obsessions?: thinking to much...the oc...sleep..<br />(35) Do you speak another language? nope<br />(36) Have a favorite quote?: not one i can think of<br />(37) Do you have a webpage?: noppers<br /><br />DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it<br />(38) Do you live in the moment?: it depends on what the situation is<br />(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: pretty tolerant<br />(40) Do you have any secrets?: who doesnt?<br />(41) Do you hate yourself?: yes<br />(42) Do you like your handwriting?: sort of<br />(43) Do you have any bad habits?: being overly dramatic sometimes...biting my nails, smoking<br />(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: hmm not to sure<br />(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: the overly dramatic girl..haha<br />(46) What's your biggest fear?: dying or losing people i love<br />(47) Can you sing: i like to think i can when im alone...<br />(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope<br />(49) Are you a loner?: not really<br />(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: sure<br />(52) Are you a daredevil?: no<br />(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i hate how i can make something little into a huge deal<br />(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: can be both<br />(55) Have you got a ?: uh...<br />(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? getting myself out of bad situations i put myself in...if thats considered a strength<br />(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: everything<br />(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love<br />(59) How do you vent?: talk to someone, cry<br />(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: i can at times..but i usally breakdown<br />(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: alot but its in my past<br />(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: its had its ups and downs but overall yes<br />(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: be careful who you trust<br />(64) What do you like the most about your body?: ummm my boobs lol<br />(65) And least?: my stomach<br />(66) Do you think you are good looking?: not really<br />(67) Are you confident?: sometimes<br />(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: good question..<br />69) Do people know how you feel?: yes<br />(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes<br />DO YOU...<br />(71) Smoke?: yes<br />(72) Do drugs?: nope<br />(73) Read the newspaper?: at work yes<br />(74) Pray?: yes<br />(75) Go to church? havent been in ages<br />(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: not usually<br />(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes sticth<br />(78) Take walks in the rain?: yes before<br />(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes<br />(80) Drive?: yes i do<br />(81) Like to drive fast?: no i drive like an old woman<br />HAVE YOU EVER...<br />(82) Liked your voice?: its okay<br />(83) Hurt yourself?: yes<br />(84) Been out of the country?: no<br />(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: im sure<br />(86) Burped?: yea<br />(87) Been unfaithful?: yes<br />(88) Been in love?: yes i have<br />(89) Done drugs?: yes<br />(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yes<br />(92) Had a surgery?: no<br />(93) Ran away from home?: kind of????<br />(94) Played strip poker: nope<br />(95) Gotten beaten up?: nope<br />(97) Been picked on?: yea<br />(98) Been on stage?: yep<br />(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no lol<br />(100) Slept outdoors?: yes<br />(101) Thought about suicide?: yes <br />(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes<br />(103) If yes, what is your record?: a whole nite and day<br />(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yes<br />(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes<br />(107) Slept all day?: yep<br />(108) Killed someone?: haha..no<br />(109) Made out with a stranger?: yes<br />(110) Had sex with a stranger?: nope<br />(111) Thought you're going crazy?: haha yes<br />(112) Kissed the same sex?: yes<br />(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope<br />(114) Been betrayed?: yes..ugh<br />(115) Had a dream that came true?: yup!<br />(116) Broken the law?: not really<br />(117) Met a famous person?: yes i have<br />(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes that poor racoon i hit <br />(146) Stolen anything?: nope<br />(147) Been on radio/TV.?: nope<br />(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: nope<br />(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes<br />(150) Considered religious vocation?: i dont think so<br />(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: yes<br />(152) Bungee jumped?: nope..ahh<br />(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yea<br /><br />CLOTHES and other fashion<br />(154) Shoe brand?: just sandals i dont care which brand<br />(155) Brand of clothing?: pac sun..ae..or aeropostal<br />(156) Cologne/perfume?: something from victoria secrets dont remeber what its called<br />(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: pants a tank top and a shirt<br />(159) Wear hats?: no<br />(161) Wear make-up?: yes<br />(162) Favorite place to shop?: ae<br />(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my hoodie my boyfriend bought me...and my comfy pants from aeropostal<br />(164) Are you trendy?: i dont think so<br />(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: i dont go to school so i dont care<br /><br />BELIEFS<br />(166) Believe in life on other planets?: hmmm maybe<br />(167) Miracles?: yes i do<br />(168) Astrology?: yes<br />(169) Magic?: not really<br />(170) God?: im a little torn<br />(171) Satan?: yes<br />(172) Santa?: no..but those were the days..<br />(173) Ghosts?: yes<br />(174) Luck?: yes<br />(175) Love at first sight?:sure do<br />(176) Yin and Yang?: i guess<br />(177) Witches?: yes<br />(178) Easter bunny?: nope<br />(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes i do<br />(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: that would be awesome<br />(181) Do you wish on stars?: i do all the time<br /><br />LOVE, and all that<br />(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: nope, why should i?<br />(183) Do you remember your first love?: yes<br />(184) Still love him/her?: nope<br />(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: i guess not u learn if it doesnt work out<br />(186) What do you find romantic?: chris just pulling me down on the couch for a kiss...or him just letting me lay on his lap as he rubs my head<br />(187) Turn-on?: brown eyes...chris lol<br />(188) Turn-off?: agressivness, jerks, cockyness<br />(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no<br />(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: i would feel bad for them and just try to be their friend<br />(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: not sure<br />(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: doesnt matter..ive done it before<br />(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes<br />(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i guess so..ive been told im beautiful<br />(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: just..everything<br />(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they can be too agressive<br />(207) What's the last present someone gave you? bubble bath stuff<br />(208) Are you in love?: yes very much so<br />(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: hes amazing<br />(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: im taken <br /><br />WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...<br />(211) That haunted you?: hmm noy sure<br />(212) You wanted to kill?: mike<br />(213) That you laughed at?: my mom<br />(214) That laughed at you?:chris<br />(215) That turned you on?: chris<br />(216) You went shopping with?: my nana<br />(217) That broke your heart?: steve<br />(218) To disappoint you?: hmm.. <br />(219) To ask you out?: chris<br />(220) To make you cry?: \my dad<br />(221) To brighten up your day?: chris<br />(222) That you thought about?: chris<br />(223) You saw a movie with?: chris <br />(224) You talked to on the phone?: tara<br />(225) You talked to through IM?:mike r <br />(226) You saw?: my mom<br />(227) You lost?: hm..<br />(229) You thought was completely insane?: my family lol<br />(230) You wanted to be?: no one<br />(231) You told off?: no one<br />(232) You trusted?: chris<br />(233) You turned down?: mike<br /><br />WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU<br />(234) Smiled?: a little while ago <br />(235) Laughed?: a couple mins ago <br />(236) Cried?:last nite<br />(237) Bought something?: saturday<br />(238) Danced?: hmm not sure<br />(239) Were sarcastic?: im always sarcastic<br />(240) hugged someone?: this moring i think <br />(241) Talked to an ex?: i dont<br />(242) Watched your fave movie?: forever ago<br />(243) Had a nightmare?: awhile ago <br />(245) Talked on the phone?: last night<br />(246) Listened to the radio?: in the car a little while ago<br />(247) Watched TV?: last night<br />(248) Went out?: this morning<br />(249) Helped someone?:hmmmm<br />(250) Were mean?: haha..probably last night<br />(251) Sang?: in the car before<br />(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: ia while now<br />(253) Said "I love you"?: this moring i think<br />(254) Missed someone?: now<br />(255) Fought with a family member?: not sure<br />(256) Fought with a friend?: not sure<br />(257) Had a serious conversation?: a couple nights ago<br />(258) Got drunk?: a little while ago<br />(259) Had sex?: last nite urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:75693 2005-09-19T13:53:45Z 2005-09-19T13:53:45Z i love him with all my heart :-) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:75384 2005-09-17T14:38:42Z 2005-09-17T14:38:42Z Hope is an anchor<br />And love is a ship<br />Time is the ocean<br />And life is a trip<br />From the beginning of creation<br />I think our maker had a plan<br />For us to leave these shores<br />And sail beyond the sand<br />You don't bring nothin' with you here<br />And you can't take nothin' back<br />I ain't never seen a hearse with a luggage rack<br />So I've torn my knees a-prayin'<br />Scared my back from fallin' down<br />Spent so much time flyin' high<br />'Til I'm face first in the ground<br />So if you're up there watchin' me<br />Would you talk to God and say<br />Tell him I might need a hand<br />To see you both someday<br /><br /><br />So, I'll see you on the other side<br />If I make it<br />And it may be a long hard ride<br />But I want to take it<br />Sometime it seems that I don't have a prayer<br />Let the weather take me anywhere<br />But I know that I want to go<br />Where the streets are gold<br />'Cause you'll be there urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:74820 2005-09-15T01:56:49Z 2005-09-15T01:56:49Z i can not wait till friday!!!!!!! :-) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:74716 2005-09-12T16:11:55Z 2005-09-12T16:11:55Z Billy Currington -Must be doing something right Sometimes all it takes to please her <br />Is the touch of your hand <br />N' Other times you got to take it slow <br />And hold her all night long <br />Heaven knows there's so many ways <br />A man can go wrong <br />Must be doin' somethin' right <br />I just heard ya sigh <br />N' Lean into my kiss <br />And close those deep blue need to eyes <br />Don't know what I did <br />To earn a love like this <br />But baby I must be doin' somethin' right <br /><br />Anywhere you wanna go <br />Baby show me the way <br />I'm open to suggestions <br />Mmm whatever you say <br />Tonight's about givin' you what you want <br />Whatever it takes <br />Girl I hope i'm on the right road <br />Judgin by the smile on your face :-)<br /><br /><br />i got a dollar raise today...<br />very excited :-)<br />work has been ok.<br />had a date with my boyfriend yesterday<br />i needed that. i had a wonderful time<br />things are good. i just think to many<br />retarded things in my head...i get a little<br />ahead of myself. <br />but i talked to him and things are fine.<br />i think im gonna start spending one nite<br />at home. i think my moms havin a problem<br />with me not staying at home at all.<br />got my new tattoo I LOVE IT!!!<br />it didn't hurt that much so thats a good thing<br />but i should get back to work now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:74458 2005-09-03T00:11:42Z 2005-09-03T00:11:42Z im still at work..<br />i probally wont be out of here for another<br />58385848 hrs ok maybe in like 3 hrs or so.<br />its a long day.<br />taking alex out tomorrow for <br />lunch and a movie, then <br />chris and i are going to make my<br />appt for my tattoo im excited :-)<br />things have been so so i guess<br />i've been keeping alot bottled up<br />inside. some things i know <br />other things i cant pin point<br />i just wished i felt normal..<br />but oh well urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:74111 2005-08-31T12:46:58Z 2005-08-31T12:46:58Z sugar we're going down- Fall out boy i haven't updated in a while...<br />i went full time at work....<br />i like it theres only one draw back...but i can deal with it.<br />the trucks on the road :-) that makes me happy.<br />i dont have to depend on many people anymore.<br />and i like it. i finally got a car and a job.<br />chris is offically moved into the apartment.<br />he seems to like it.<br />along with his new job.<br />i think im still getting use to it.<br />well not him living so close<br />but the time he works.<br />i miss him...even though i see him everynite<br />before we go to bed. but still its new..<br />i'll get use to it eventually.<br />i get to see my mom more since he lives so close..<br />its nice.<br />what else is new???<br />john and i are gonna go get a tattoo on saturday if we can make<br />an appt. that will be fun. im ready for a new one. its gonna hurt<br />but i'll suck it up...<br />i've been feelings kind of blah lately<br />i'll get over that to. not much u can do. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:73741 2005-08-12T20:15:44Z 2005-08-12T20:15:44Z i love you alot! :-) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:73638 2005-08-09T15:09:23Z 2005-08-09T15:09:23Z so yesterday chris got a new job working with john...the pays not bad its 13.50 an hour. so im sooooooo excited for him. i think it will be good. i think hes gonna move up to ware in the other apartment we have. im kind of excited. i know it will be new and different. but i think a good different. we arent gonna move in with each other right now. its to soon. plus i can't afford it. but nothing is gonna change either. we are gonna be the same way..he will just be closer thats all. i hope hes excited too. so thats my news....<br />work today should be fun fun fun...lol<br />maybe it wont be so bad. sues taking friday off so i should be<br />there till god knows what time. <br />and thats about it here... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:73410 2005-08-09T02:51:58Z 2005-08-09T02:51:58Z went to the doctors today<br />hopefully it will be good<br />my head is feeling pretty crazy... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:72981 2005-08-07T23:42:00Z 2005-08-07T23:42:00Z the used-all that i've got Seemed to stop my breath<br />My head on your chest<br />Maybe you and me <br />So kiss me like you did<br />My heart stopped beating<br />And Im melting<br />In your eyes<br />I lost my place<br />Could stay a while<br />Just stay with me now<br />Take my hand<br />We could take our heads off<br />stay in bed just make love that's all<br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />so i had ray and beths baby shower today...<br />i was falling asleep during it lol..hopefully<br />aunties will be more entertaining...<br />but they got some really cute stuff for the baby<br />then i took a nap im really tired today..<br />waiting for my boyfriend to get home from work..<br />so i can see him :-)<br />and thats about how exciting my life is right now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:72882 2005-08-04T00:07:57Z 2005-08-04T00:07:57Z the used-let it bleed My worries weigh the world, how I used to be<br />And everything, I'm cold, seems a plague in me<br />And it's hard to say how I feel today <br />For years gone by and I cried<br /><br />It's hard to say that I was wrong<br />It's hard to say I miss you<br />It's hard to say if only<br />Since you've been gone, it's not the same urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:72685 2005-08-03T01:58:13Z 2005-08-03T01:58:13Z i've survied camping the bugs were awful, im so bitten up and itchy, just like everyone else. but other than that i had fun, and im glad i got to spend the whole weekend with chris...even though we both were annoyed at times. we went to the beach on saturday the water was freezing but i managed to go in. i can at least say i swam in the ocean this summer. i don't know if i would go back to maine though. maybe when im old lol..<br />we came home on sunday...i was soo excited i got to take a hot clean shower. i took a shower this weekend at the campsite but the bathroom was gross..i felt a little cleaner but not much. the monday i hung out with chris again. i went out to eat with him and his family for his brothers birthday. it was yummy :-) then my boyfriend caved in and let me sleepover again ..because he loves me sooooooooooo much! lol but im glad he let me sleepover even though i had to leave early this moring...<br />anywhoo worked today..<br />was told like a billion times i couldnt have fridays off anymore<br />and im like ok thats fine each time..but maybe people are just dense and <br />don't hear me...i don't know.<br />but the sad news was that brendan was let go yesterday.<br />i felt really bad..because he has been there longer than i have<br />but i guess on the other hand i should be lucky i still have a job<br />i am gonna start looking around though...just in case.<br />but my thinking is that they need sue and i..because someone needs<br />to check in the trucks and do that paper work and someone needs to do<br />the other crap that we have to do. inless when the bosses son starts to work in the <br />office. he will take over one of our places..im not sure yet..but i guess we will<br />all find out one way or another.<br />but my show is coming on soon and im gonna go watch it..<br />so bye... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:72380 2005-07-27T14:05:40Z 2005-07-27T14:05:40Z i wish my anxiety would just go away... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:71963 2005-07-27T04:35:11Z 2005-07-27T04:35:11Z Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was amazing, even if it was the second time around :-) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:71684 2005-07-26T00:13:11Z 2005-07-26T00:22:24Z you think that friendships last forever and they don't.......<br />but i guess things change and you learn to deal with it.<br /><br />On another note i spent a wonderful day with my boyfriend <br />i was up at like 6am this moring...dont ask my why so early.<br />we got up and took a shower, then went for a walk.<br />We went to friendly's to eat breakfast it was yummy<br />then he took me to Barnes and Nobles i love that store.<br />I bought a new book called Wicked. Im not sure if i like it<br />so far but i will find out i guess.<br />then we came home and went swimming, that was my <br />favorite part of the day :-) sadly he had to go to <br />work. and now im sitting alone...lol he will be home in a<br />little while i miss him when hes gone as pathetic as that sounds lol<br />we go campin on friday im soooo excited.<br />a whole weekend away from mass, and i get to spend <br />it with my boyfriend.<br /><br />darlene called me today, our computers went down in braintree<br />and therefore we might not get to work tomorrow....thats just great<br />i really need the money. but im saving, and trying not to spend <br />alot. i spent a little to much this week, but thats because<br />i had my concert and stuff...so i guess its ok<br />i still feel guilty for it. But im gonna go take a shower<br />i feel gross...so i'll update laters urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:71438 2005-07-25T00:35:07Z 2005-07-25T00:35:07Z the concert was amazing.<br />i had such a good time :-)<br />chris even enjoyed himself, who would of<br />thought. he still hates kenny<br />chesney though, i dont think that<br />will change much lol haha <br />but im gonna go clean now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candigirl7016:71179 2005-07-22T01:11:49Z 2005-07-22T01:11:49Z i've come to the conclusion i really am glad i am with chris<br />well i've come to that conclusion a long time ago lol<br />hes wonderful and hes the best boyfriend i could ask for.<br />i am so thankful that we found each other makes me happy :-)<br />hes my bestfriend amoung other things....<br />i dont know im just happy <br />im not good at writing my thoughts down<br />when i finally have time to write them..<br />but im gonna go now..